Wellllll
Okay let me get this set up. List of things you need to know:
Okaaay
Soooo
Uh
He had finished math but was lurking in the room and I was walking by the classroom to make sure he was still there. He was there for a while so I just went in and he was with some other guys and Wenyu and Melanie so I went up to them and said hi to Wenyu and she was doing math hmwk. I looked up awk-ly and saw him and said hi :P And I didn’t see Melanie /o/ so I was a bit surprised to see her lol but I said hi….
I was standing there in the room all awkwardly while everyone else was chatting and he was free so I quickly jumped in and asked if he wanted to go to the library and sdjgjks his lazy voice and he was like saying all sorts of things like “idk” and stuff and I asked “too tired?” And he was like “yeah I might take the bus sooo” And he was talking about how he’d not been to that library before haha oh god I like him so much
And I said “buses are laaame”
And he didn’t say anything for a few seconds and shuffled about lol
And he said “No I’m not taking the bus, that’s stupid” AND THAT GMH. THAT GAVE ME SO MUCH HOPE RIGHT THERE.
So yeah he was about to start walking out the room and so was I and we were all talking a bit to one another and
yeah
uhh
I left to go to the student lounge, thinking he’d definitely come there but of course he didn’t so I went back to the room and then we all left.
Melanie and Wenyu went upstairs and he was lagging behind and I just went to the student lounge again. I turned back before I got in and he was dawdling at the bottom of the stairs then went up and I just went inside, thinking once again, that he’d come into the student lounge, since his locker is in there.
But he didn’t. I got sick of waiting and went to the main floor and they were all clustered there with more people and I went up to Mel and asked if she wanted to come along since he was too tired hahadsjgfhasgk okay wait for it man.
And so she was like “now?” And I said yeah so we went back downstairs to get out library cards and whatnot and yeah she was chatting with people so I decided to run upstairs to ask him one last time only I got intimidated by the people standing close by so I chickened out and went back down.
Then I thought I was stupid and went back up and when I was about to retreat again I just walked up to him and asked “Do you want to-“
“Yeah are we going?”
jsgfkjafhak okay I was shocked and grasping for life because I didn’t think he’d say yes after saying no okay so I was sajgfjsgjkfgakjghakgka on the inside
annnnnnnnnd so I went back down to Mel and I didn’t tell her he was coming too because IT WAS MY EFFORT OKAY I DID IT MYSELF IT’S A HUGE ACCOMPLISHMENT FOR ME LAUREN KNOW WHAT I MEAN OKAY and so a few minutes later he came down and into the student lounge too
and Melanie said “Hey, ____, do you want to come to the library with us?” and in my head I was all “HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HE ALREADY IS BECAUSE I FUCKING WORKED UP THE GUTS TO ASK HIM”
So he replied “Yeah” to her and asked if he could borrow a phone and we told him to use the free one the school provided in the student lounge and he was going on about how germy it was and he was like “Do you want me to get a virus or something??” lol awh
Of course I was standing on the side flipping my phone to GIVE HIM A CLUE but no he didn’t ask me so Mel got hers out and when he started calling Mel walked over and after a few seconds realized I had my cell phone and was like “WTF you could have given him that I wouldn’t have to had gone through my bag” And we were walking in the student lounge just talking while he was calling and then she shouted to him “Dude I have pay-on-the-go so hurry up!” And then she turned to me and was like “Well you actually have a decent plan” and I was like lOL
Sooooooooo he was done and eventually we made it outside the school and we were walking to the library. Me, him, Mel, and Wenyu, so it was like a four wheeled car.. T_T.
Annnnnd so we got to the library and stuff and this was all boring because of the two extra wheels (and by that I mean Mel and Wenyu FUCK HAD I NOT RESORTED TO MELANIE IT COULD’VE BEEN JUST US TWO BUT WAIT IT GETS GOODER I SWEAR) and then Melanie wanted to go to Tutti Frutti and I was like what time is it I need to be back before my dad gets here. But I had time. He said he hadn’t seen a bee in ages, so I said “well it’s winter…” And he was like “Well yeah but like not for two summers” and while we were walking Wenyu was like I CAN’T FIND A B” Because she wanted to say “Look a ‘b’!” haha so she asked to see my books and I had The Big Crunch and she did it lol. But he was like “The big crunch? Isn’t that like something to do with the universe??” And I was like “The opposite haha” BEcause the book is about a crush/romance thing so in terms of genre, it was. And Wenyu was like “The big bang?” lol idek but sdjgfjashkh he looked at my book name when I showed it to her idek why it made me feel like all jasgfjkah but it did.
So we went there and OMG IT WAS THE MOST AWK THING
SO we went into tutti frutti and it’s actually a fro yo shop in the basement, you have to go down some stairs to get to the actual shop. So . Uh. Idk how to say this. We went in and he stood for literally like 2 seconds then said “I know that person” and ran back up the stairs really fucking fast.
I don’t even know. Like. What. It was so awk and I can’t even fathom the hilarity oh god. So me, Mel and Wenyu were all like “Dude get back down, it’s okay lol” and he wouldn’t LMAO he was standing right outside the door so we all went back up to see what happened and he said he knows some girl that was there and it would’ve been awkard. WE WERE ASKING WHY AND HE DIDN’T TELL US SO I LOOKED AT MELANIE LIKE “WTF IS THIS GUY DOING OR WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED LOL” And she gave me that same look losajkhghjaghk JUST THINK THOUGH THE AWKWARDNESS SUGGESTS THINGS. I CAN’T EVEN.
Buuuuuuut we told him to come back down because it was no big deal but something really scared him idk man so he didn’t come back down and he was like “I’ll just go back to school” and I was standing there because I REALLY wanted the opportunity to go with him and I had it. And Mel and Wenyu went down and when Mel was halfway down the stairs I was like “I’ll go with, my dad’s probably gonna be here soon” *LIEEEEEESSSSSSSS MUAHA* and god damn, did she know it haha. She gave me this right knowing look she lifted her eyebrows and everything I can’t even. And I just scrunched my face up and smiled and went off.
He was a few meters away so I jogged up behind him really heavily so he knew someone was coming and he turned a bit and was like “hey”
THIS IS THE GOOD PART BECAUSE WE GOT TO WALK BACK TO SCHOOL TOGETHER OKAY AND MEL AND WENYU WERE FAR BEHIND SO I COULD JUST TAKE IT ALL IN.
So I just talked to him about stuff and asked what Lauren should do about her hand and he was like “Well if the dog had rabies…. You know, she’d be dead by now” And he asked if it was infected and I was like no
And he said “idk I’ve never really been bit by an animal before”
AND ME BEING THE COMPLETE FUCKING IDIOT I AM SAID “not even by a mosquito?”
And he was like “Well I don’t think they’re really classified as animals haha”
And I facepalmed so hard in my head.
Anyway we crossed the street and we were just talking and he was like “I wanna go hoooooooooome” And I was like “Me too!” ANd then I was like “No actually I don’t” and began ranting about my annoying granddad and he was like “Granddad” all thoughtfully and was about to say something about his grandparents BUT I CUT HIM OFF BECAUSE I WANTED TO SPEAK. Sorry. I did. But when we were near the school I asked about some career and shit and asked him if he was still looking into music
and it’s so sad. He loves his music :( And he was like “Nahhh. It’s like hard to find a job y’know” and stuff and he said he’s gonna do something and get a high degree in something and get a decent job and at the end he was like “but it all sucks” and I wanted to jgsfjah hug him because it sucks it really does.
Weeeeell there was this little funny that I told Lauren but hey I won’t put that in here. Also WE BOTH GOT THE SAME MARK ON THE MATH EXAM UHHHHHHHH SIGN MUCH???? *only in my mind*
Soooooo we went back to the student lounge and he used the germy phone and I was talking to Michelle and ~side story she was down because of letting people down when she tells them she wants to do art or s/t for her career and she was worried what people would think of her so I was encouraging her and he’d finished on the phone and he came OVER TO OUR TABLE AND STOOD NEXTISH TO ME And I kept on talking to her about stuff and making her happy and I told her that everything I was saying was just a regurgitated version of what Lauren’s told me over the year(s). :) And yeah.
So he heard a lot of that. And then he went off. And came back and took the chinese checkers board from our table FUCKING CHINESE CHECKERS OKAY. And he made my glasses fall but he was talking to Michelle so he didn’t notice and then when he was done and moved to the table behind us I turned and said “You dropped my glasses on the floor” And he was like “Sorry!” awh and Michelle was like “Are they scratched?” And I said no so I turned around again and said “You’re safe…. this time!” To him and Michelle laughed haha I love her :)
And then yeah that was about it with him.
Melanie finally got back and said: “I though you had to go…” HAHAHAHAHAHA BITCH YOU KNOW I DIDN’T HAHAHAHAHA So I just said “Yeah my dad’s late I guess” haha
And then when I left I gave Mel a hug and said bye (I always give her a hug) And Michelle opened her arms and said “I like hugs too!” And so I gave her a hug and when I did Wenyu and him both looked over briefly uhh okay idek but okay and yeah man Michelle is awesome :) But yeah. Sooooooooo
I left. And it was all cool.
LOL I FORGOT TO TELL YOU THE IMPORTANT PART I asked him if he texts and he said “Not really” WELL THERE GOES MY HOPES AND DREAMS OF GETTING YOUR NUMBER AND CUTE TEXTING YOU so I said “How do you contact people then?” and he said
“I prefer to interact with people physically.”
I was throwing up in my head BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT SHE SAID.
Final note: If anyone read this, I love you. He’s an idiot. A lovable idiot.
Also, note for 7 and 8 it was in science we were using laptops trying to make graphs on them for physics and I couldn’t remember how to do it so I asked him and he leaned right over me and was really close kdshjgfah yeah and yeah just okay. Had I turned my head when I asked him something WITHOUT moving my head back like I did, I would’ve been reeeeeeallly cloooooooooose jghfhasghkj okay
Katya you can call me a freak now
Well. These are experiences with my crush… :s There were more, but most likely just a “hi” or nothing. You know.
5. Talented. Well we have this talent show thing and he plays guitar omg I love him. So after everyone was crowding the hals and stuff and I kinda bumped into him and said good job but I don’t think he noticed :/ ANywayyyyyy
6. WHERE IS SHEEE???? Well so yeah my friend went for curling today for gym the whole afternoon and I asked him where she is and he said idk and he said “Library…?” idk. Lol HE’S SO CUTE AND PERFECT AND GOD DAMMIT HIS VOICE IS THE BEST THING NEXT TO JORDAN’S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UNF. But maybe it’s just as good as his. Because he sounds so. Nice. ? idk.
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9.Best. We were talking today haha and I had TRS on blast to bug my friend and she was about to leave so I held her back and he stood next to her so she was trapped and said “Oh no I think I’m permanently stuck here” and I laughed and looked at him and he looked back aw it was so precious :3 And then she sat. Lol. But he is so awesome haha. And then My friend was inbetween us so I leaned on her and pushed her shoulder into him lol but we’re all good friends sort of o he didn’t mind but idk I felt relaxed for the first time in ages. And he was the first one to say see ya when I said bye so idk omg. ♥ 7 and 8 will be updated later.
10. Hey you can go with (insert crush name here)! OK so 7 and 8 won’t be updated. BUT. TODAY. Okay so I was wrong about my hypothesis. I still like him, well yeah. I still get butterflies in my stomach. So it was after school (oh BTW in my science class he’s now a row closer to me ^^) and yeah lol and he was sitting with some ppl I knew so I sat down across from my friend at the same table and we made small talk and when music talk came up I was happy lol. Well let’s take it from the start. I sat down, iPod in hand and casually listened yeah and then I talked to all of them a bit and then his friends were all telling him to get food for them and he was like lol no come with me aw. So I casually ish said “I’m so hyper (I’d just drank a can of diet Coke) I should go for a walk” And so, just as my plan had went in my mind, my friend said, “you should go with (insert crush name here)” And I was all yeah, sure and then we asked why he wouldn’t go on his own and DAMMIT I CAN’T BELIEVE I HAD THE GUTS. And then so I ruined it cuz I changed topics omg and then later I actually asked khgskdhsal I CANT BELIEVE I DID IT> OMG!?!??! I asked him directly if he still wanted to go and he declined nicely, and for my insecurities sake, I’m gonna say it was for sincere reasons, not because of me. Because he sounded so sincere I couldn’t think that unf yeah. So later people slowly left and it was me, him and my buddy. And then we talked and I helped him with math to some extent and my friend asked for help and when I tried to do something she was all like “No, no you were helping (insert crush name here) it’s OK, I’ll do it myself.” Because I hadn’t figured that Q out yet either so she let me go and yeah so. She left to go somewhere and I was still helping him and told him I’d be back, I was getting my notes and then when I came back I sat next to him all nice like and THERE WAS SO MUCH EYE CONTACT OMG GMH. And then ten ish minutes before I had to go he said he might still go down the street for food and my friend said (I don’t think she knows, she was just doing work and I wasn’t so yeah) “Do you still wanna go?” And painfully, I had to decline bc I had to leave soon. Yeah so then he left to go find my friend when she left again and I had to leave and I caught him going down the stairs and said “see ya” And I was all smiley and said “Bye!” YEah. That was SO UNCOMPREHENDING IF THAT WORD MAKES SENSE HERE. IT DOESN’T. THIS WHOLE THING DOESN’T MAKE SENSE BUT IF YOU’RE LAUREN AND YOU READ THIS HOPEFULLY YOU CAN MAKE SENSE OF IT ILY. BYE GUYS. TILL next wed. prlly.
12.Series of events
1. he was in his math class and had this headband on omg awwww he looked cute lol
2. He was outside my art class. Lurking. Wanting to talk to his friend. I was staring. He waved. I waved. And smiled. And shook my head cuz he’s silly. Awh.
3. You know post 10? Yeah that day when I said I was hyper, he told me to snap myself on the wrist with a rubber band. I had one. I snapped, it didn’t hurt.
Today I absent minded-ly did that and then I thought of that day and I smiled and looked at my wrist to find it was fucking fire truck red and I almost burst out laughing. I showed my friend and said “Someone once told me to snap my wrist with a rubber band to release the hyper” And one of my friends heard and he said “WTF Who said that??” And I said “That’s for me to know and you to find out” And I showed off my red wrist. Yeah lol.
Morning:
So this morning I got to school and walked down the stairs to the basement where my locker is and I saw his red converse and all I could think was “FUCK HE’S STANDING RIGHT THERE FJKAGKH” So then I walked past him after taking him all in fsakjfha
ANd then later in English class I was way too happy and jumpy. And I told my friend right after and she was all like “Pretty boooyyyyyyy!” Because he IS. And then I kept jumping behind her and freaking the shit out of her and she was like “Dude, what’s wrong with you?” And then I told her I was gonna ask him to go to Tim Horton’s with me and she was like “OH MY THAT WAS FAST LOL” and I was all like “No but like we’re sorta friends we talk to each other sooo…” And she was all jealous cuz she doesn’t have the guts to do that with her crush :P And so I kept seeing her and freaking out and she was like “He’s the second cutest guy in the school!” *This is very out of order, idgaf* and yeah so later on …
Lunch:
So. This was it. I was going to my locker, while looking for him and I saw him about to go up the stairs so I said “Hey are you free after school today?” And he said yeah and then I asked “Can we go to Tim Horton’s?” And he said um, yeah! (Like the kind of um when you have to review your schedule and see if you’re busy, not the “I-don’t-want-to-go um”)
So I freaked and ran to find my friend all over the school (she was in the auditorium there was some presentation) and I whispered in her ear “He said yes” Like it was a fucking proposal hah. And she was all like “Really?” And I was like yeaaaaaaaah. And so I said random stuff to her and when the presentation had finished, I stood up and said to her “I’m so nervous” And then I was saying “You need to talk to someone a bit more *indicating her crush*” And then I saw him stand up a few rows right behind us and so she said “Well you need to….” And I gave her this look because he was really nearby and I don’t remember what else she said after that because I was staring at him lol. And after she was like “Dude he’s the third cutest guy in the school, you scored!” And I was all jfkhask NO DUDE NO.
Afternoon:
Obviously I couldn’t focus. He’d said yes and I was freaking out so in science class, as always, I sat there staring at him sdhakjfh He’s so nice looking kjhfsk And then idk I had another class and I didn’t focus again. And then.
Yes. What just happened, oh idk an hour ago.
So. I was talking to my friends doing random stuff and I didn’t see him so I went upstairs to my friend to find her and tell her I’d be going soon. She was like freaking out for me anywayyy. I went back down and saw him right in front so I went into the student lounge and asked him “Hey are we still going?”
And he was like “Yeah but can we umm. What time do you leave?” And I said 4:30 so he said “ok can we go um.” And I said
“Now?” Thinking that’s what he was thinking.
But he said “No a bit later”
And I was like “Sure yeah whatever suits you :) “
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So then my friend came in and he was sitting at the table behind me and I was just standing around waiting and she came up to me and said “Soooooo what’s up????” And I like gave her the death stare. And she said ” What? I just asked what’s up??” So I said nm, just waiting… And so I was just staring at her all angry and haha idek. But I was about to scream and run so i walked out the room to my locker and just opened it and closed it and went back to her. And then we just started talking and then my other friends came around and the four of us were just talking but my friend that I told she was dancing and being an idiot :P But I love her hah. And so once he came out and saw us and stood next to us talking to my other friend and idk lol it was nice. And my friend that knows said “You’re so tall” And he was like what. *And then he went back to the room*
HIS VOICE. First I have to tell you about his voice though. It’s all rough and deep and nice and kdfhkafas HIS VOICE IS. I’LL JUST SAY IT IS DOWN RIGHT SEXY. THERE.
Anyway. So my friend was doing creepy shit and whenever they said his name I looked at her. Anyway. Yeah he came out again and she said “he always comes out when we’re doing the weirdest things!” And I took it that he wanted to go so when he went back I followed a min or two later to put my headphones away and he asked me “Do you wanna go?” And I said sure!
So. He was talking to one of his other girl friends and I thought she was gonna come with and I dragged my friend to my locker and said, “I think she might be coming along” But I was wronggggggg :)
So when I got my jacket on I waited outside the student lounge for him while talking to my friends and then he came out and started talking and saying “We should go cuz I gotta go soon.”
So we left. Side by side going up the stairs. All cutesy. :P And when we got to the top I said “So. How are you?”
“I’m alright, how about you?”
“I’m Good.”
“Good.”
…..
Then we talked. Randomly. We went outside and aw he held the doors for me but it’s only normal hah. He’s just so nice though, he talked to me like a normal friend…
:)
And so we went out and it was really icy and I was like this is so slippy!
“Yeah, walk on the stones”
So lol. And then there was a little dog. And I was like “Oh no dog”
And he said “You don’t like dogs?”
And I said no idk I just don’t and we began talking about dogs and how he likes dogs but most of the ~*~*Indian*~*~ people he knows don’t. Yes, we’re both Indian. Judge yay.
OH AND THANKS TO @ISHOTJORDASH I FUCKING SAID THE WEATHER’S NICE. AND he was taking it nicely like “yeah it should be colder though hah”
And we were just talking about school and stuff and he said he wanted to be a recording artist and I was like oh cool! And he said that it’s tough though like financially you know? Not very practical… And I was like yeah… “If it’s any consolation I’d listen to your music!” And he did this little thing where he laughed and awwwwwwwww
And so we talked and he was saying how our school didn’t really allow him to go down that road much and we just talked about school and how he’d considered changing… :/ Made me all sad so I kept saying “that’d suck!” And yeah.
And then on the way back he was talking about all the other schools he could go to and he said this one school that’s my ‘district school’ (One where, if you live in a certain area, you are supposed to go if you don’t get into another) And I was like “Hey, that’s my designated school!”
And he was like “Mine too!”
So I took this opportunity to ask him where he lived and turns out he lives really close to me. And he asked when I live and my heart flipped. And I told him and I was just like yeah.
So we talked and got back to school and said “that was fun!”
And he laughed again. I love like him.
And then on the way downstairs I said “Hey, thanks for coming along!”
And he said “No problem! :) “
And then we just went back to math hmwk.
~la fin~
